“No lie, just know I chose my own fate
I drove by the fork in the road and went straight”

Jay-z on “Renegade“

I feel like I’m at a crossroads. For some reason, I feel like my life is steering me in a direction where things are going to change drastically. I don’t know whether it’s the activites of late or if this has been leading up, but there’s something in the air. So yes…I feel like I’m at a crossroads.

Whatup people? What’s poppin’? This is the Ajaxxx.com Opinions Column for the final month of 2011. Hard to believe, isn’t it? A whole year has passed by in like the blink of an eye. It’s been quite the eventful year, with it being extra krazy during these last few months. For those that’re new to the site, this is the place where I talk and talk about anything and everything on my mind, whether it’s movies, music, or anything else. And for those revisiting, welcome back! As you might’ve guessed from the rather dramatic intro, there’s been a lot of insanity in my life lately and I feel like talking about it. So, let’s talk.

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“On to the new, on-on to the new shit
Jigga wouldn’t even take my CD when he seen me
Two years later bitch we made it on, on to the Blueprint
Now how’s that for persistence?”

J. Cole on “God’s Gift“

Whatup world? What’s gravitatin’?? Once again, you know what it is…the single spot on the entire planet where you can get deep within my head and view it for all its worth (I keep getting more and more disgusting with each month, don’t I? LoL). I guess that’s appropriate with Halloween right behind us. But yes, welcome one and welcome all to the Ajaxxx.com Opinions Column. I’ve got lots and lots to ramble on about, so I hope you’ve got your popcorn ready. It’s gonna’ be an interesting column (as always!).

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“Much success to ya, even if ya’ wish me the opposite
Sooner or later, we’ll all see who the prophet is”

– Nas on “Nas is Like“

Whatup my peoples? Welcome back to the Ajaxxx.com Opinions Column, the one spot on the planet where you can get into the head of yours truly. This past month was really good to me, so let’s not waste any time and jump right into it.

September, oh September. Generally speaking, Septembers are rough for me. In the past, I’ve gone through lots of bad experiences during the month. From nasty breakups to bad news, it’s always dangerous. And the 30th of the month has always been extra krazy for some reason. Well anyway, this September was far from that. Despite experiencing some lows (I’ll get to that later), I didn’t let it get to me. Instead, I embraced the highs. And yes, there were lots of them.

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It’s really hard to believe that you’ve been gone for so long now. Today marks the anniversary of when I heard the news that shook my world. It feels like yesterday, doesn’t it? I still remember when Tim came over and told me everything. I didn’t even believe it at first. In fact, I refused to believe it. But here we are, years later, and it’s definitely a reality. I’m telling you, it’s still a trip…and I’d be lying if I said I was over everything.

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“Don’t get impatient when it takes too long
Drink it all even when it tastes too strong”

– Drake on “Light Up“

August. August oh August, how I needed you. In case you might’ve missed it, July was quite the dramatic month for me. Between work to family to females, it was “eventful” to say the least. So with August, things returned back to normal. I was finally able to breathe again and return to the swing of things. For once in my life, I welcomed normalcy. I was able to get back to music, to family, and to friends. I managed to take back control of my life and steer it where I wanna’ steer it. I got back to the calm.

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