My son’s ultrasound the closest I ever been to Heaven”
– The Game on “Like Father, Like Son“
Transitions. Life is full of them. They bring about change and make you grow. It’s necessary to go through them if you want to progress in life. And here I am, yet again on the verge of one of the biggest transitions of my life. Here I am about to embark on a new rite of passage.
Beforeeeeeee I get too ahead though, welcome y’all! Welcome to the Ajaxxx.com extra late *ehem* September 2018 Opinions Column. This is the place where I talk about what’s on my mind and open up about what’s going on in my life. If you’re new here, welcome and glad to have you join me. And if you’re returning, welcome back! You already know the deal. So with that intro outta the way, let’s talk about this new rite of passage.
So last month, I talked a bit about a new change in my life. This month, I’ll dig deeper. This month, I’m going to become a father. Wow, right? I’m about to enter a new world (or so I’ve been told lol.) It’s exciting and frightening at the same time. There are so many questions I have. So many things to look forward to. And of course, so many changes to be experienced. If marriage wasn’t a big change (and it was), this may be even bigger.
On the one hand, I’m nervous. I’m not sure what to expect, despite what everyone tells me. I’m prepared for it, yet I still realize there will be a lot I don’t know. What do I do if this happens? Or how will I react if that occurs? I mean, I guess I’ll find out, but it’s still krazy to think about. I’m also nervous because how will this affect my life? Will I still have time to do everything I used to do? What will be expected of me in the future? And yeah, is there something I’m not thinking about? So many questions, so much to wonder…
On the flip side, I’m excited. I’m excited because we’ll be welcoming a new life and a new person in this world. I look forward to new memories being made, new adventures to go on, and exciting experiences to embark upon. It’s going to be challenging, yes, but the positive impact children have on a parent’s life is like nothing else (or so I’ve been told). I’m excited to be a positive influence, teach, and inspire the new generation. It’s going to be fun times.
Overall, I’m looking forward to the future but aware that challenges await lol. But if there’s one thing I’ve noticed from my friends and family, it’s a blessing…and I’m ready for it.
Anyway, that’s what’s on my mind this month. Of course there’s new music I’m working on and new videos, but right now my focus is on getting ready for the baby. I should have another music update later this month.
Until then, y’all…stay up, stay safe, and hold ya head! Ajaxxx signing out, PEACEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
