Despite how big I feel my life is at times, in the grand scheme of things I’m just a dot on the map. It’s hard to comprehend , but that’s reality. There’s a giant world out there filled with a lot of people. My problems, my issues, my everything else are really small compared to what else is out there. I’m reminded of this everytime I travel.

Whatup world? Happy December. I know, I know, I’m a few days late with updating this page. I can explain. As I type this, I’m alllll the way on the other side of the world in Singapore. Yup, I’ve been out of America for a little while now, where I’ve been doing some extensive traveling. I just returned from Indonesia where I had a BLAST for my cousin’s wedding. So now that I’m back in Singapore, I’ve found some time to update this. For those that’re new to the site, this is where I talk about anything going on in my life. For those that’ve returned, you already know the deals. I promise I won’t make this column too long (especially since I’m in travel mode), but I do wanna touch on some things…

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“Back when I was nothin’, you made a brother feel like he was somethin’
That’s why I’m with you to this day boo, no frontin”

– Method Man on “All I Need/I’ll Be There For You“

What is the meaning of love? It’s a million dollar question, isn’t it? Back in the day, I thought I knew the answer to that. Fast forward to today and I’m not so sure anymore. Times have changed, girls have come and gone, and priorities have shifted drastically. Love used to be “magical”…now, I don’t know what it is. Before digging deeper, think about it for a second…what is the meaning of love?

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“But I been talking to God for so long
And if you look at my life I guess he’s talking back”

– Kanye West on “Clique“

They say patience is a virtue. They also say that good things come to those who wait. Despite all that, I’m impatient as hell. Perhaps it’s something I need to work on? Or maybe I’m just eager to make these moves. I dunno, but I’ve been thinkin’ about it a lot lately…

What’s up my peoples? How you livin’? Welcome to the Ajaxxx.com Opinions Column, the sole spot on planet earth where you can find out wsup with me. I like to talk lots of trash on here, so get ready haha. If you’re new to the site, welcome and thanks for visiting (hope I’ll continue to see you). And if you’ve returned, welcome back! And with the formalities behind us, let’s talk about Septemberrr.

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As another year passes, it’s still a trip that you’re no longer with us. I mean, sometimes I’m still hit with disbelief that you’re not here. It’s mad easy to reminisce upon the good times (and the not-so-good ones either) and miss them. You and I shared a millionnn memories. And what can I say, I’m glad that we did.

What’s up everyone? I just wanted to take a moment out to remember someone special to me. Darling was someone from my past who I shared a lot of memorable times with…before the day that she was taken too soon. As you may have guessed, today is the anniversary of that day. She changed me, inspired me, and taught me a lot about life. It feels like a blur now, but I still remember. I’m probably always going to thank her for what she gave me and what she shared. So yeah, thank you Darling.

I still miss you…son.

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“So I live by a real simple philosophy
If you stay grounded watch God keep giving you reasons not to be”

– Joe Budden on “Get Up“

Sometimes, you have to really persevere to get where you wanna go. As you grow older, obstacles pop up more and more and try to get in your way. It’s amazing how your goals seems so simple, yet all these other factors in life turn it into something so complicated. From working with difficult people to meeting other commitments to simply being too tired, it’s so easy to succumb to life’s difficulties. But I assure you, if you keep on…if you persevere…if you look the obstacles in their face and continue on with your journey, amazing things will happen. I speak from experience.

What is up my peoples? Happy Labor Day! Welcome to the September 2012 Opinions Column. Indeed, this is the place to go to dig within the chambers on my brain to explore my thoughts. In other words, this is where I talk about anything and everything going on. Thank you to everyone that’s reading this! It’s a new month and there’s lots to talk about, so let’s jump right in.

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